Oh blah dee oh blah da my life needs to go somewhere!

Ok so like literally nothing has happened in my life for like the entire winter break! It's getting aggravating. I do like nothing besides sit in the house and be bored. I want something exciting to happen. School starting Monday isn't exciting enough. I want to be in a show or meet someone special. I feel like its high time I get my chance to be in a relationship. And not one if those two day flings either! I crave for my life to go somewhere. I need some excitement. Shouldn't I too have my chance?

I no longer feel content with the way things are going. I want something! I feel like my life is soo dull these days. I'm almost 19 and nothing exciting has ever happened to me. Is it so much to ask for a little fun? I think not. I want my life to go somewhere. I want some reason to leave the house every day. Please someone make that happen! I want to do something that makes me really happy. I'm sick of sitting around. Let something happen let someone welcome me with open arms! I don't want to have already experienced everything.

I think I deserve some excitement. As one of my favorite songs says "I want to live out loud!". Don't make me be normal! Let me part of something epic.

Margot

How long has this been going on?

Idk why but I haven't written a blog post in ages. And I was having so much fun Witt this blog too. Bad me! So what's new in my life you may ask. Sadly not a lot. Break is getting extremely boring. I mostly sit around at home all day. Yawn! I just want school to start again and sadly that's not for another week and a half.

On Friday I auditioned for two shows the one I want to get in is into the woods. They had me read for little red which is the part I wanted the most so that made me very happy. Only problem is I don't know when I'm going to find out if I got the part. Rehearsals for it don't start til march which is good cause I'll have some time to settle into the semester when school finally starts.

The last weekend in January I'm going to audition for four more shows. That makes me excited. The only problem is I can't decide which ballad I want to sing. It'll either be still hurting from the last five years, I never knew his name from Brooklyn, or a change in me from beauty and the beast. Any thoughts? My up tempo is going to be not for the life of me from thoroughly modern millie.

So that's pretty much my life right now. Stay classy

Margot

Mama get me home right now!

I get to go home tomorrow!!! It'll be the first time since Columbus Day!!! Isn't that like way too long?

So I've been thinking about everything that's necessary for when I go home. Knit my aunt's Christmas mittens, watch the Macy's Day Parade, Make some jewelry cause I haven't done that in months, knit some other random fun things, choose yarn to bring back with me, collect jewelry making items to bring back with me, finally go to one of Kellie's Zumba classes, hang out with Jon, Amanda, and Shawna, peel potatoes with Laura, get my wrist checked out finally, sleep in my own bed for 5 whole nights!!!! I think that's about it.

So I am very very angry with citizens bank! I had lost my debit card and tried to get a new one 3 different times and never got one. So now when I run low on cash, I have to walk an entire mile to the bank in town to get cash. Someone please shoot me! I should hopefully have one waiting for me at home tomorrow though so I'm praying for that relief.

Have you ever wondered why every single store in the world has a Black Friday sale? I kinda have. It's just so obnoxious. I mean to think some people actually wake up at 2 am to get to Kohls and Macys  by 4 or 5 am! I could never ever in a billion years do that. I'm sorry but my body views sleep as sacred.

Gah I just want to be home right now. Screw PLS and psychology I wanna be back in Cuse! Oh yeah, speaking of psychology, I need to check again to see if my test grade is up yet! I know I did really well cause it was the world's easiest psych test ever! While we're on the subject of tests, doesn't it annoy the fuck out of you when all people say before a test is "I'm gonna fail!!!!" Next time someone says that to me I'm going to say, "Have fun failing!" Then when they look at me like I'm the world's cruelest creature I'll say, "You said you were going to fail, so I'm just being supportive. Sounds fair right?

Ok, so my comp is over heating so I'll stop this post.

Ha Ha Ha, Ho Ho Ho, and a couple of Tra La La's, I will see you tomorrow in the Merry old Land of Cuse,

Love,
Margot!

I'm just a girl who caint wait to go home for thanksgiving!

So finally out of that awful loud dorm! It was a bumpy road getting the but I made it to my new dorm which is so much better. I wish I hadn't had to move because I loved my old roommate to pieces. Miss RI you will be missed. (those are initials she doesn't even live in Rhode Island!)

So idk why but I haven't written here in like 2weeks! Le gasp!(that's French for gasp if you didn't know)

So I have a psych test tomorrow and I really don't feel like taking it. Unfortunately there's no way out. It's college and I do not want to fail a class!

So I don't know where my phone charger is and I'm afraid that my phone is going to have to enter that big landfill in the sky for a couple of days. Let's all have a moment of silence.

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Thank you kind readers. Here at Oh My Gah we try to remember all of thoseananimate objects that have died. They are dearly missed.

Ok so I'm not feeling creative right now... Maybe you will get another post later

It's the most craftable time of the year!

Elle govna! Ok I stole that from my friends skype status it has nothing to do with this post other than me being really hyper and crazy in the middle of the night for no apparent reason.

Remember my trip to the er I talked about? Well I have this gross bruise on my hand from them poking me to put in an iv and failing miserably! Like it went in but it was leaking so they has to take it out cause no medicine would make it in since the saline wasn't making it in.

So back to what my post name means. You probably guessed it has to do with crafting and Christmas and that is right! I'm knitting and crocheting soo much for christmas this year. I'm crocheting rocky and bullwinkle I'm knitting mittens I'm knitting a minion from despicable me and making stockings!!! I must be crazy! Oh wait I'm also knitting two pairs of socks and a pot holder and a neck warmer! I am crazy!!!!!!

So craziness isn't really anything new though. Have you met any of my friends? We are all theatre people therefore crazy! Oy I don't know what to think anymore there's just so much crazy in my life!

Oh it's scheduling time for next semester! That is driving all of campus to madness. I somehow have like 21 credits lined up and can only take 17 so I need to go over this with my advisor. I really don't feel like having 7 classes to worry about! Oh and I'm not doing so hot in fys so I might have to retake it which would surely make me commit suicide or murder thepoor teacher neither of which are good.

Ok I just lost my train of thought. It's insanity taking over my life. I can't wait til thanksgiving! I miss mt sanity that I had over Columbus weekend which was the last Ike I was home. I also am having biffle withdrawal. Oh and I want to see my sister soo badly it's not even funny! She keeps me sane half the time and is the brainy and smart one so therefore my brain when I'm being illogical or overdramatic. I like never get to talk with her and I really miss it! I also need to see her boyfriend so we can continue our imaginary affair I made up one day as a joke that he's horrible at following it. He's smart too so idk how he always forgets about our affair! It just makes me grr at him!

Ok forgot what I was going to say again. Maybe this is a sign to go to bed but I really don't feel like getting out of bed t to shut out the light.. Oh well I need sleep before my brain dies goodnight!

Speak up I can't hear you... Oh never mind those are my thoughts I can't hear!

Tonight I'm going to talk about loud people. So you know those people who talk about five decibels louder than the rest of the planet? And do you know how they never seem to shut up until AFTER your head has started pounding? Yeah it's fucking rude and annoying of them. Now I know depending on your race and/or when you grow up you tend to speak louder but when you shout just for the fun of it you're bound to make enemies. I mean who wants enemies? I will admit sometimes I can loud without realizing it but as soon as someone asks me to quiet down I will and will also continue to be aware of it. However often loud people when asked to shut up not using those words of course they will get mad and call YOU the bitch or bastard. How is this acceptable. Because I don't find it acceptable to shout in confined spaces like hallways and classrooms.

While we're on the topic of being loud how about those people who blast music so loud that when you're on the other side of the building you can hear their music as clearly as if you are right next to them? That's also extremely rude and annoying and unacceptable. Or what about when it's that way for over an hour? Me personally I want to shoot them after just one song! People really need to learn what is and isn't ok.

Now I know in this entire post I have basically been hitching but how would you feel if you suffered from migraines and were missing your next days classes because the night before people in your dorm were so loud that they were giving you a migraine right after you had to go to the ER to get rid of the one you had for an entire week? I bet you would feel pretty shitty and want to murder people because they caused something because they were being soo unreasonable and have the nerve to tell YOU to go BUY ear plugs. Everyone who knows me knows that I go out of my way to be nice to and help others So of you're going o bitch at me then you are not going to like me. If you want ME to buy earplugs well I'm not going to and I will not try them at all unless YOU buy them for ME!!

Thank you and FYI I doubt I'll be able to go to any classes tomorrow

Peace and love
Margot

Everything today is thoroughly cold

Ok so today it was like 42•. Ok yes I know that is not the degree symbol but sometimes I am too lazy to write out the word. I am very sad that I now need to use my winter jacket. When the weather is cold I just hate walking across campus cause I have to freeze.

I am very honored to have the author of "that's what she said" now following my blog. Thank you mr. Horn.

So I din not fall asleep til 7 am this morning. Then I slept through all but one of my classes! I was soo mad! Apparently my dad called to make sure I was awake but I so don't remember it.

Oh damn there goes that stupid train again. Oh story about the train well more of the train tracks. Two weekends ago I dropped my phone on the train tracks and didn't realize it. Luckily some amazing woman saved it from an unspeakable fate! But when I had no idea where it was I was freaking out.

Oh good news tomorrow I get my monthly allowance! I'll be extremely happy if I also get my debit card in the mail. Money is so necessary even if you have to ration it cause you only have so much for one month I am so lucky that I don't have to take out loans for college! I know so many ppl who did and they are stressed because they have no clue how to pay it back without a job if they can't get one right away.

Radom quote of the day: I got a rock. - it's a great pumpkin Charlie brown.

Fun fact: I was in Anne frank as Margot and that's my name of course but my middle name is Anne. So I thought that was cool.

On December 4th I am going to be in NYC!!! I don't know if I'm going to see a show or not but I am hoping to live with ny friend from highschool. Speaking of highschool I keep coming across peoples look alikes here at school. It's kids creepy. Funny but creepy.

Wanna know something sad? It's only 7:33 and I wantto go to bed! I decknitelyneed to eat something firstbut I probably will go to bed within a half hour though. Well let's see what I end up doing.

Have yourself a merry little Tuesday night
Margot